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as a child I had my own version of the truth. i didn’t fully understand the fragility of life; skateboarding down 10 stairs, biking off huge dirt ramps and playing with homemade fireworks... i was fearless. chin always up, yet reserved and quiet... / my typical over positive self walked directly in. to. that. church without any reservations... my Tio was shot and murdered and we were early to his funeral service/viewing. i walked directly to his coffin, at a fast pace.. simply out of curiosity. i've never been to a viewing before. my Uncle was all a pale blur until I was a foot and a half from his unrecognizable and soul-less face. my adolescence left. immediately it all came crashing down, i never cried harder in my. entire. life. i cried because my loving Tio Angel was gone.. but i think i cried more because what does that mean? What was I looking at? Where did he go? Where will I go? That’s it? Me too? Grandma died the next month because of fucking ALS. I have ALS.... it’s not fair, I never got the answers to those questions.
as a child I had my own version of the truth. i didn’t fully understand the fragility of life; skateboarding down 10 stairs, biking off huge dirt ramps and playing with homemade fireworks... i was fearless. chin always up, yet reserved and quiet... / my typical over positive self walked directly in. to. that. church without any reservations... my Tio was shot and murdered and we were early to his funeral service/viewing. i walked directly to his coffin, at a fast pace.. simply out of curiosity. i've never been to a viewing before. my Uncle was all a pale blur until I was a foot and a half from his unrecognizable and soul-less face. my adolescence left. immediately it all came crashing down, i never cried harder in my. entire. life. i cried because my loving Tio Angel was gone.. but i think i cried more because what does that mean? What was I looking at? Where did he go? Where will I go? That’s it? Me too? Grandma died the next month because of fucking ALS. I have ALS.... it’s not fair, I never got the answers to those questions.